BIG GIRL TIME

I HATE diets… Like why cant I just hit my goals without much work. I just want to lose weight folks. I feel like there is a point where you just hit the why does this take actual work.

My goal for a while has been to lose weight and to define certain muscle groups in my body. The problem is that 1. I have no self discipline but that’s for another day and 2. Is that everything is SO difficult to maintain.

Kimaya… did you really make a blog post just to complain…yup.

In the summer time I find it so difficult to keep up with meal prepping because everyone wants to go out. WE OUTSIDEEEEE. But being outside means I am not inside, in the kitchen, meal prepping. In the winter it is so much easier, or it should be… but it is not because all I want to do is be cozy and drink hot coco and dip my Oreos in it. So SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT.

Sorry I shouldn’t yell at you guys. But like seriously food just be soooo good but I’m tired of being big folks.

You know the tik toks where they be like but if you asked me on a deeper level…

I would say, I want to be here for my kids, when they walk down the aisle, I want to be here for when my grandchildren walk down the aisle. I want to be here when my husband turns 50, 60, 70, 80, 90,etc. I want to be here present and able. Not in the hospital because I had a stroke or level 300 diabetes, or even worse dead because I did not take care of myself.

So what is more important to me?